The crazy blog of Emi !!!

What’s up? Is it raining outside? Well, is it strange, or actually not at all, that it is soooo sunny inside of me when it is sooo cloudy outside? I am inspired. And it really really feels great. I am in a new relationship now, and the best thing is I feel so free. Most people think that relationships limit you in some way, but I think that a relationship should actually give you more freedom. And that’s what I was looking for. Now it seems that I have found it. I am so grateful for that! It inspires me so much, because everyone said that it was not possible, but I wanted it, I imagined it and now I have it… isn’t it amazing?
However, this is just one of the reasons that the sun is shining inside of me. The best thing is that I actually know what I want to do, and I am not attached to anything. I am one with happiness, freedom, love and energy… I know what I want, but I do not expect it to happen that way. I just know what my mission is.

There is one thing spinning around my mind: I do what I love and I love everything I do! Freedom!

I am happy today! That’s all. That’s just all. It contains everything. Happiness - the blue sky, the sun, the love inside me, the miracles I see everyday, the uniqueness of every moment… It’s so easy and so simple - just wake up, open your eyes and say: “I am so happy today!” If you do not feel happy, then you are sleeping. Just wake up.

Why do we ever want to travel and see new things, when we are not even able to see the things in the places where we live for years. We do not see the the blue sky, the white clouds, the trees, the green grass, we do not say “Good morning” to the trees and flowers in the Spring, we’re not even aware of the view through our windows… We’re just closed in our own minds, dreaming to be in another place at another time. It’s so obvious that we cannot find the truth anywhere else, if we cannot find it where we are now!

Just open your eyes for all the beauty that is surrounding you and you will find that the world loves you. You have your own angel and your world is taking good care of you in return to your love and gratefulness. Be innocent and clean like a baby just for one moment. In this moment you will feel freedom…

It’s so amazing when you hear the birds singing at 4 am! Spring is coming and they are helping the trees to wake up. The air is so fresh early in the morning. Sometimes it’s magical to stay up all night. Just open your eyes, even if they are closed. Just walk away from the situation and see it as an observer, wherever you are, whatever you do… Step aside and listen to your inner voice. Hear the birds singing inside of you, helping your dreams to wake up and grow for new life. Feel the fresh energy you have with you, master it, then let it go… And then start a new day full of important events, participate in them and be conscious, even though you have had no sleep during the last 48 hours. That’s the power!

These days the moon is round… in my mind. These days I am far away, running with the pack. I’m running free! Saying goodbye to everyone and everything. Too many things in my mind, telling me I have to do something, stealing my time… no more. Something is coming my way. Something big! I’m running free!

Hooooowwwwwwwlllll….